Anyone who knows me knows I never do anything the easy way. When it comes to major life choices anyway. Here are a few examples.
I bought and closed on a house the week I got married.
I sold a house and bought a house.. moved... all while 5 months pregnant.
I hand laid 1800 sq ft. of hardwood flooring.. while 9 months pregnant.
I decided to move my two kids under three 3,000 miles away.
I'm tackling another house hunt while planning a surrogacy.
It's not a lie or an exaggeration to say I strive under stress and pressure. But... I'm feeling a bit overwhelmed at the moment. While I know that everything that is supposed to shake out will, I'm still feeling the pinch. I want to be the best at everything I do. It means being the best surrogate I can be. The best mom I can be. The best wife I can be. Get the best deal on a house I can. And these days it means I'm feeling a little lost as a result. And pretty lonely out here in Washington by myself.
Deep breath. Vacation is coming up soon.