I keep reading, re-reading and re-reading my last post. And all the comments you all have left.
Because I am just.so.happy. over this whole thing.
It's just a "lock" feeling. Like when a combination lock slides into place. Other surrogates know this feeling well. I wish I was a better writer to accurately describe it to the rest of you.
I cant believe this, but I'm actually looking forward to those shots now.